I was exhausted by the months spent playing hide and seek from my secret The anticipation of exposure had my heart racing at warp speed in my dreams. My thoughts pounded the inside of my brain as a methodical bass drum directing the tempo of my emotions. When would my real identity be compromised? FraudContinue reading “Naked & Exposed”
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Eyes Wide Open But Blind
It was hidden in plain sight and I dismissed all the alarms screaming inside me at excruciating levels My inner voice was being stifled by my refusal to accept the handwriting on the wall I spent countless hours convincing myself I hadn’t been bamboozled by the three dollar bill parading as c-note I was committedContinue reading “Eyes Wide Open But Blind”
Reflecting On Reflections
I’m sitting here being held hostage to my thoughts. My emotions have me on trial with my decisions. I’m silently playing Judge and Jury and second guessing every step of my journey. I’m not fully understanding how I arrived at my current destination or better yet how I got caught up in this dilemma. It’sContinue reading “Reflecting On Reflections”
Uncomfortable
I’m Feeling out of control with this self inflicted war raging inside of me My thoughts are racing to keep in harmony with these erratic emotions My Vision is blurry. I’m having trouble determining the difference between true or false. Is it real or is my mind playing tricks on me? I’m confused about whichContinue reading “Uncomfortable”
A Complicated Love
It wasn’t love at first sight Yet the attraction we shared radiated like George and Weezy We were moving on up but we just didn’t have a piece of pie by all accounts we owned the pie Whenever we were together our souls would connect he was the melody and I was the harmony creatingContinue reading “A Complicated Love”
Battlefield
It happens in the mind The covert operation Thoughts fluctuating from plain sight to stealth Provoking uncontrollable explosive reactions Contemplating making today the last day or fighting as if you have everything to live for Desperately needing to be surrounded by people or the strong urge to be isolated from those who are emotionally unavailableContinue reading “Battlefield”
NUMB
I could feel until I could not feel anymore Feel the pain of the families of loved ones who prematurely snatched by reckless desire and hate Feel the heart of the people who fought for justice to only see it undermine by those who wear ignorance as a badge of honor. I could see untilContinue reading “NUMB”
Alone In The Crowd
Do they see me? Or are they blinded by what’s concerning only them Do they hear me? Or are they deafened by the noises of their own desires Can they feel me? Or are they desensitized by the “play and repeat” antics of the world Can they taste my fear? Or are they full onContinue reading “Alone In The Crowd”
The Uninvited Guest
PARALYZED I didn’t see it coming SUFFOCATING Trying to process the news CONFUSED Grappling with this new norm CHEATED We dreamed dreams together HEARTBROKEN Because you are unable to respond REGRETS Convinced we had more time SORROW Needing to say “I love you “again GUILT Why now? LONGING To hear your voice THANKFUL For ourContinue reading “The Uninvited Guest”
How To Win the Game
The vindictive cycle of strategically planning the demise of another has made the world tone death to God’s call. Many are conflicted by the raw unexplained emotions trapped inside; Fighting to get out! They are unwilling to be vulnerable for fear of being judge because of a mental health diagnosis Treated as a leper byContinue reading “How To Win the Game”
A Mother’s View
As a mom carrying life you dream good dreams of a life worth living. Yet you see the life of your babies being minimized based on the pigmentation of their skin. Our children names are becoming synonymous to hashtags instead of for the GREATNESS woven into the fiber of their being. As a mom youContinue reading “A Mother’s View”
Vision Fyah 