
I’m sitting here being held hostage to my thoughts.
My emotions have me on trial with my decisions.
I’m silently playing Judge and Jury and second guessing every step of my journey.
I’m not fully understanding how I arrived at my current destination or better yet how I got caught up in this dilemma.
It’s so many questions gyrating through my mind.
I feel as if I’m speed dating with myself and I’m unable to make a connection.
Is this the fresh start I dreamt of ?
Will this be my new normal?
Will I have to take this journey alone?
You see I’ve lost some real ones unexpectedly and I’m having trouble making sense of it all.
I’m reflecting on these images staring back at me.
These distorted images look unfamiliar
Yet I feel a strong sense of familiarity
What is this?
Who is this?
Where am I ?
Am I going in the right direction but on the wrong highway?
Are the lights I see in the far distance a warning for me to slam on brakes and exit immediately?
Or are they simply a reminder there’s light and life at the end of tunnel?
I love this! I feel like I’m going on a journey with you and I want to hear more. Please keep it coming !
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Thank you so much! These posts provide healing for me and allows me to share my authentic self. 💛
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Your words describe the inner thoughts of our mind. Yet, our spirit inwardly recognizes the Spirit of God to lead us.
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So true. As I get older I’m becoming more in tune too his voice. 💛
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There’s never been one that seemed unrealistic. They all hit with either one word or a phrase.
Unapologetically Uniquely You!!!
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Awww thank you so much 💛
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Slamming on breaks will definitely be a disaster. Therefore there is light at the end of the tunnel. As long as we’re able to acknowledge the ” reflections ” in our mind and in the mirror our psychological mindset can healed in more ways than not! Thank you for the thought provoking post.
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No doubt slamming on breaks would be a disaster. It’s important for us to keep pushing 💛
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In my DJ Kaled voice..”another one”… you have done it again…. your words force our minds to take us on the journey with you…keep it coming…. Exceptional writing.
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Lol thank you so much. It’s therapy for me ❤️.
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Wowwwww! This one can truly relate to Any and Every one! we all at one point or another feel like slamming on the breaks! We have to reset and reflect and embrace the positive things and people in our lives to put our foot on the accelerator to get moving on!!!
Love this !!! Keep it coming!
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Thank you ! I’m not completely sure where this push is coming from but I know without a shadow of a doubt… I have to keep it pushing. ❤️❤️
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I can relate to this piece in so many ways. I love this and keep them coming.
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you so much
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Sometimes reflection is needed to ensure those decision’s we make going forward are best for us! Thank you for sharing sissy 💕
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So true. Oftentimes we make decisions and we expect the outcome, or to feel a certain way, or experience a huge shift and doesn’t always turn out that way. ❤️❤️❤️
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Loved this! Great questions to ask yourself on this journey we’re on. I’m actually going to use them in my journal because they are great journal prompts.
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Ok! Wait! I enjoyed reading this. What ever you do DON’T STOP KEEP WRITING it’s soothing and it’s not enough. Blessings to you and to everyone that is being Blessed by your power
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Aww thank you so much! ❤️❤️
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