Reflecting On Reflections

I’m sitting here being held hostage to my thoughts.

My emotions have me on trial with my decisions.

I’m silently playing Judge and Jury and second guessing every step of my journey.

I’m not fully understanding how I arrived at my current destination or better yet how I got caught up in this dilemma.

It’s so many questions gyrating through my mind.

I feel as if I’m speed dating with myself and I’m unable to make a connection.

Is this the fresh start I dreamt of ?

Will this be my new normal?

Will I have to take this journey alone?

You see I’ve lost some real ones unexpectedly and I’m having trouble making sense of it all.

I’m reflecting on these images staring back at me.

These distorted images look unfamiliar

Yet I feel a strong sense of familiarity

What is this?

Who is this?

Where am I ?

Am I going in the right direction but on the wrong highway?

Are the lights I see in the far distance a warning for me to slam on brakes and exit immediately?

Or are they simply a reminder there’s light and life at the end of tunnel?

Published by visionfyah

After the death of my mother, my passion to write was ignited. It became an encouraging force to others as well as my therapy. Through my healing journey Visionfyah blog was birthed. My vision statement is to be a light in the darkness for the broken, hurting and lonely people unable to deal with life on life’s terms, and to be a voice for those who cannot be heard. Visionfyah is a platform to express thought provoking thoughts and perspectives.

19 thoughts on “Reflecting On Reflections

  1. Slamming on breaks will definitely be a disaster. Therefore there is light at the end of the tunnel. As long as we’re able to acknowledge the ” reflections ” in our mind and in the mirror our psychological mindset can healed in more ways than not! Thank you for the thought provoking post.

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  2. In my DJ Kaled voice..”another one”… you have done it again…. your words force our minds to take us on the journey with you…keep it coming…. Exceptional writing.

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  3. Wowwwww! This one can truly relate to Any and Every one! we all at one point or another feel like slamming on the breaks! We have to reset and reflect and embrace the positive things and people in our lives to put our foot on the accelerator to get moving on!!!

    Love this !!! Keep it coming!

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    1. So true. Oftentimes we make decisions and we expect the outcome, or to feel a certain way, or experience a huge shift and doesn’t always turn out that way. ❤️❤️❤️

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  4. Ok! Wait! I enjoyed reading this. What ever you do DON’T STOP KEEP WRITING it’s soothing and it’s not enough. Blessings to you and to everyone that is being Blessed by your power

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